NerdGuy #23: Holes Under Seattle

The “Holes Under Seattle” that I describe in my upcoming novel At the Clearest Sensation (Shadowforce: Psi #4) are all real.

There really are watermains 6′ high. A lacework of steam pipes heat almost 200 buildings in Seattle’s core. (The University of Washington has a similarly extensive, if not quite as massive, system for the small city (almost 50k) that is it’s campus.) There are train tunnels underneath the city. And even an abandoned story or two of the old city now known as the Seattle Underground.

The Seattle Underground

I used to work in a Seattle theater, one of the ones that eventually helped launch the fringe movement (though it went under before it could benefit from that). A trapdoor under our stage lead to the Underground, a convenient place to lose old sets. 1. we couldn’t afford the dump fees, and 2. we were so marginal that we’d go down to salvage the odd bits when something broke on a current show.

Of course, being in the Underground, that gave us access to the rest. Well, except for little bits that had been walled off and repurposed, like Merchants Cafe (which is in the story and we used to go for dinner after closing the show each night–arriving through their front door, rather than the trap door in the floor). The famed Seattle Underground Tour shows some parts of the old city (they avoided the room that was our theater’s set “storage” for some reason).

There is one room worthy of note down there. It was set up by the tour and is a spacious enough area to stop and lecture a group. (I also attended an Anne Rice book launch there once.) Old pictures and artifacts have been screwed to the wall. The tour guides have given the tour so many times that they don’t have to look. “Behind you is a photo of the horse and buggy that drowned in a mudhole on the original 1st Avenue very near this spot.” Etc.

One day we dropped in with a couple of screw guns between tours and rearranged all of the images and displays. We didn’t take anything–nerds, not nasty. And yes, for Broadway show fans, I might have gotten the idea from Bobby of Chorus Line, “I broke into people’s houses. I never stole anything. I just rearranged their furniture.” The confusion was splendid and rippled through the tour guides hanging at the local bars for a couple days, though we never said it was us.

Newer Holes

There are a series of newer holes under Seattle. They actually trace their origin to a monorail for the 1962 Seattle World’s Fair. This fair was a huge deal, the first one after WWII, and they managed to preempt New York’s goal of being the first to bring them back.

A whole section of the city’s residents were evicted and the area razed (read as slums that the city fathers were sick of, so, “please leave…now!”), and the Seattle Center built in its place (including the Space Needle). Ten million people would visit this then tiny city of Seattle that summer.

World’s Fairs were to “show off the future.” As a part of that, they installed a monorail that ran above ground from the heart of Seattle (hotels and shopping) over the mile to the fairgrounds.

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Seattle Monorail near North Terminus (c) Klaus with K

The developer wanted a showcase for his product, and offered to sell the city an entire monorail system at cost. The city didn’t want  such nonsense cluttering up their skies, making Seattle a world-class traffic disaster ever since. (It can now take fifteen minutes to drive that same mile…and that’s on a good day when there’s no game or rush-hour traffic.)

Now, at HUGE cost, they are boring bus and light rail tunnels under the city that offer far less connectivity and convenience. However, they’re out of options in this geographically confined city placed on a steep hillside above a harbor far too deep to fill in (or even anchor in–it’s one of the deepest in the world).

However, there is one hole under Seattle that is particularly amazing.


The Alaskan Way Viaduct was built in the 1950s. Sort of a monorail for cars. It was a two-tiered, 2-4 laned, high-speed, twisty-assed bit of freeway that was the only relief from the disaster of I-5 once Seattle began to grow.

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Alaskan Way Viaduct (c) Waqcku. All that gray bit darkened by decades of greasy car exhaust fumes. It was creepy to even touch the concrete.

It shrouded one of the most beautiful waterfronts in any city under a semi-permanent gloom. Most of the area directly underneath was bathed in a constant roar from above, as well as a shower of dirt and litter. It was mostly cheap parking and homeless villages, and remained that way for the next fifty-plus years. (This from the same people who didn’t want a sleek, quietly electric monorail system.)

Then They Made A “BIG” Hole

The old Viaduct was never meant for the traffic load of eventually carrying 100,000 cars/day. There’d been no understanding of being built to survive an earthquake–and Seattle is definitely in an earthquake zone. Not a lot of little quakes there. But like LA and San Francisco, all three cities are expecting a “Big One.” So, Seattle drivers along the Viaduct often talk about holding their breath for the whole length of that 2.2 miles run. A small quake in 2001 proved that it was going to come down and come down bad if something wasn’t done.

Many ideas were proposed. My favorite was to move it offshore into a floating tunnel. Now that would have been a cool bit of technology.

Instead, they went underground. Deep underground. Two hundred feet below sea-level kind of underground.

Eight years later, it opened. Rather than trying to explain all of the wonders of the world’s largest (57.5′ diameter) tunnel boring machine named Bertha, I’ll point you to a couple of awesome videos.

A Decent Quick Overview (ignore the PR voice if you can)
I LOVE This One

Not because it’s exciting, but because it shows all of the underground planning and takes us on a ride through the virtually modeled space.

An Overview…right after it broke (for 2 years)
A Splendidly Tedious Look At How Bertha Works (too tedious?)
A Cool Little Destruction Time Lapse

They had to take it down with businesses 20′ to one side and cars 20′ to the other. Slick.

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The most dangerous mission of all: CSAR—Combat Search and Rescue.

Captain Kandace Eversmann’s plane goes down hard in the Somali desert. With her life expectancy falling by the minute, she uses tricks from her favorite movies in order to survive.

Army Medic Bob Redford has run out of reasons to stay in the Army. Until he must use his own love of movies to find the wounded pilot—fast. The race is on to beat an attacking militia that wants to take them both down before the final credits.



Up until this very moment, Captain Kandace Eversmann had a soft spot for Air America. Even though she and the movie had been born in the same year, 1990, it was the first movie about airplanes she remembered.

Dad, a computer programmer, chose the Thursday night movies (a lot of espionage and thrillers) and Mom, a small-plane certified flight instructor, chose the Sunday night ones (a lot of flying). The best nights of her life were when the three of them curled up on the couch together with cookies or a slice of pie and watched a movie together.

Even now as a captain in the US Air Force, movie night served as her litmus test for boyfriends—a gauntlet very few survived.

Air America, a romp through the CIA’s illegal flight operations in Laos during the Vietnam War, was the identifiable starting point of the journey that had made her an Air Force pilot.

And at this very moment, she hated that movie.

The opening had followed a big silver Fairchild C-123K Provider, twin-engine cargo plane across the sky. It zoomed low over the credits, barely above the treetops, making parachute deliveries of pigs, rice, and weapons.

Then, on its return to base, the Provider overflew a Laotian farmer strolling through his fields. He shouldered his prehistoric single-shot shotgun and fired once at the passing silver beast now high above. As he looked away and resumed his walk, the plane spilled out a smoke trail—ultimately crashing at the airport in a lethal ball of fire.

She remembered smiling, intrigued at the offhand power of the farmer.

One tiny shot, one giant plane. No way. It was too bizarre.

Kandace was presently pilot-in-command of the bigger, badder, four-engined descendant of the Provider, a C-130H Hercules.

A C-130 had dropped the life raft at the end of Bond’s You Only Live Twice, and the MC-130 variant had rescued the President in Air Force One. It had been used in over two hundred movies and she’d seen most of them, even the bad ones. Kandace had always been drawn to the rescue and humanitarian role.

This moment had exactly the same feel as Air America.

But she sure wasn’t smiling.

Her flight from the US Air Force base in Djibouti was carrying food and military supplies to the Kenyan troops of ANISOM. They were attempting to create some form of peace in Somalia. It had come down to either the fragile official government or the horror of the al-Shabaab religious fanatics. She knew where her vote lay, not that anyone was asking.

She’d been descending toward a landing in Saakow at the southern end of the country. No sneaking up from the sea because it was fifty miles inland. Instead, command had routed her directly overland from Djibouti, across a thousand miles of Ethiopian and Somalian nowhereness.

No hiding among other air traffic because there wasn’t any. Saakow didn’t have an airport. The only possible air approaches were for helicopters or short-field masters like the C-130.

This time she wasn’t even scheduled to touch down. She’d do a combat drop at one meter above the desert, the cargo pallet yanked out of the rear of the plane by a parachute. The load would skid to a stop and she’d climb back up to altitude.

It was the high-end magic trick of the C-130, yet another reason she loved the plane so much.

But she hadn’t been worried, everything was reported as being quiet in the area.

Not so much.

Out in the middle of that nowhereness, she must have overflown an al-Shabaab training camp. Or maybe just a bored, but very well-armed militia man.

Either way, her seventy-five-ton baby had just been shot by a technical—a pickup truck with a big machine gun mounted in the rear. Usually such jury-rigged military vehicles carried a .50 cal Browning machine gun. The chances of a few half-inch rounds seriously harming her baby were minimal. Especially as its effective range was barely a mile and she’d still been flying at two.

Somehow, this technical had mounted a massive Russian ZU-23 twin-barrel anti-aircraft autocannon on its bed. It tossed seven 23 mm rounds a second and could easily reach her altitude. At nearly an inch across and six long, they were far more damaging. Each delivered five times more energy to the target than the Browning as they’d smashed into her Number Two engine.

In her case? Too damaging.

If she leaned over far enough to look out her left-hand window, she could see the flames pouring out of the Number Two engine. At least in Air America it had been the starboard engine. If that had been the case, she wouldn’t have been able to see it from the pilot’s seat. Then maybe her copilot Kevin would be rooted to his seat in terror rather than herself.

It was a good thing that it wouldn’t be night for another few hours. At night, that fire would look ten times more terrifying…whatever terrifying times ten might actually be.

Pulling the extinguisher, which also cut fuel flow to the engine, hadn’t helped. Flames continued to stream out of the cowling. The fact that the tanks still had six thousand pounds per wing of insanely flammable avgas was not encouraging.

There was no refueling planned at Saakow: just a desert combat unload, and a thousand miles back to base. That meant a lot of fuel remained in the wing. Explosive fuel in a steel box, sitting in the middle of a fire.

“We’re VSF!” Kandace yelled out to Kevin her copilot.

“We’re what?”

“Very seriously fucked! Air America! Doesn’t anyone watch movies around here? Pull Number One.”

If the leak was from the feed to the outboard Number One engine…

Kevin pulled the throttle to Number One, cutting the fuel flow, and feathered the prop. She counted to ten—very quickly—and turned to look again.

The fire was growing. That meant that the fuel tanks themselves had been breached by the anti-aircraft rounds.

Kandace triggered the plane’s intercom. “So much for our supply mission. Abandon aircraft. All hands, this is not a drill. Abandon aircraft immediately.”

Kevin hesitated; his seat didn’t offer a view of the burning port wing.

Kandace just shook her head. “You, too. Get out of here. Make sure my crew is clear, Kevin. Once you’re all off, I’ll follow.”

She couldn’t help herself and turned back to look at the wing.

Flames still growing.

Majorly bad.

She wanted another nearby plane to nod at and offer a wry smile the way Richard Dreyfuss had done in Always—just before his firefighting plane had disintegrated in mid-air.

So not a good image.

Kevin set the transponder to the emergency frequency. Then he scooted. The last she saw of him was the back of his parachute pack as he hustled out of the cockpit.

She only had two missions now.

One, call in the Mayday. She did. They would scramble search-and-rescue ASAP—from a thousand miles away. Not very helpful, but done.

Two, keep the plane in straight-and-level flight to give her crew the best chance of escape.

A mark on her charts showed the location of the ANISOM military installation in Saakow. That was the best chance for her people.

Taking the risk, she flew over the northwest corner of the town, then hit the internal PA. “Now! Now! Now!”

No way to know if they’d jumped—she didn’t dare turn the plane to see. Continuing due west away from the town, she was clear of the houses and farms inside of another minute. Now if her plane exploded, the only person it was going to kill was her.

The Great Waldo Pepper. A Depression-era barnstorming battle between the Red Baron of World War I and an American who never got to be a hero. The inevitable end is never shown, but both pilots know they can never survive landing their critically damaged aircraft as they separately fly into the sunset.

She was going to die in the Somali desert.

Once clear of the town, she started thinking again. Would a landing even be possible? Most of the desert around Saakow had too many scrub trees to land a Hercules.

East of town was her one possible landing zone—a stretch of blood-red desert devoid of any bushes at all. Maybe, if she circled well clear of the town, she might actually be able to land the plane.

That was at least another five to seven minutes of flying time.

One look at the wing and she knew it wasn’t going to happen.

Even as Kandace watched, the Number Two engine broke off the wing and tumbled downward into the desert.

Yet the wing still burned furiously.

Time to get out of here.

She set the autopilot—which immediately disengaged. Autopilots weren’t made to work when half the plane wasn’t functioning.

Out of options, she trimmed the controls for continued flight as well as she could with no functioning engines on the left wing.

Then she slapped her seat’s harness release, and raced back through the cockpit.

The fire was lashing in through the open passenger door at the base of the stairs down to the main cargo deck. No sign of burned-up people there, so they must have gotten clear.

Give me a wing and a prayer. It was Always again, but that was about as close as she ever got to asking for a little help from the Almighty.

With the stairs blocked and the stench of burning kerosene interfering with her desire to breathe, Kandace jumped over the rail, and landed on a pallet of crates of 5.56 mm ammunition like a beached fish. She groaned and rolled off the pallet and onto the steel cargo deck. Personally, she’d rather have landed on a pallet of bags of rice.

There was light at the far end of the cargo bay.

Some of the crew must have lowered the tail ramp and gotten out that way.

Pushing to her feet she began sprinting for the tail.

Even as she leaned into the sixty-foot dash along the cargo bay, the Hercules began rolling onto its side. In moments, she shifted from sprint to hurdles. Thankfully mostly low ones.

It was like a Mission: Impossible scene—she was suddenly running on the walls.

The side of the plane’s cargo deck was now downward…and the inside of a C-130 Hercules cargo deck wall was never meant for running.

Hopping over structural ribs.

Praying for sure footing on the round electrical conduits.

Jumping over the emergency water supply like it was a gym class pommel horse. Wow! That was a skill she’d never expected to use again.

As the Hercules nosed down, the incline to the open ramp fought her, though she was almost there. She could see blue sky.

Wrapping her arms around the rear ramp’s massive hydraulic piston, she’d reached the open cargo hatch. Except it was now directly above her.

Looking down, she saw sixty vertical feet of cargo bay stretched out below—a six-story fall.

That’s when the wing blew.

A bolt of fire blasted in through the open forward passenger door just below the wing itself.

The first things it hit were the two forward pallets.

Two entire eight-by-nine-foot loads of ammunition stacked four feet high. Rifle and sidearm rounds, grenades, RPG loads, and even some howitzer rounds.

Looking up, she saw the burnt remains of the snapped-off port wing flutter by the open rear cargo hatch.

Kandace didn’t know how she did it, but by the time the fireball blasted out the rear of the cargo bay, she was clinging to the outside of the plane just like Tom Cruise in Mission: Impossible – Rogue Nation. Except that had been an Airbus A400M Grizzly taking off, not a Lockheed Martin C-130 Hercules busy crashing.

And she definitely needed her head examined.

There were factoids more important than Tom Cruise stunts here—like her imminent death.

Besides, he was old!

Kandace kicked off from the hull as hard as she could.

—and banged her helmet against the underside of the tail.

She tumbled away from the plane.

Blue sky flashing past, then red desert, blue, red—over and over.



Medic Bob Redford couldn’t stop fretting.

Tonight’s mission was only half the reason, but he couldn’t help it.

Worse, the two crew chiefs in the back of the MH-60M Black Hawk with him could see it.

And the Delta Operator, an easy stand-in for Megan Fox in Transformers, who being true to her role as one of the silent warriors, had said a grand total of one word.

Her squad had been aboard the aircraft carrier. Apparently, she’d heard there was a downed pilot, and had simply stepped aboard his helo as they were scrambling off the deck. The crew chiefs had looked at her askance, but neither one dared to try and throw her off.

Her one word so far? “Carla.”

By her accompanying handshake, he’d assumed that was her name, so he offered his own. She’d nodded, lain down on the cargo deck, and gone to sleep with her rifle beside her. A sure sign that she really was what she said she was. Special operations forces could sleep anywhere—especially before a battle.

Which left him alone, wide awake, and fretting.

The CSAR bird wasn’t going to go any faster no matter how much he wished it would. A Black Hawk helicopter, even a Night Stalker one, couldn’t crack three hundred kilometers an hour. At least it felt as if everything happened faster when he thought in kilometers than loafing along at a mere one-sixty nautical miles an hour. Knots were the worst kind of airspeed because each one seemed to take forever to go by.

“Christ, Bobby!” It took Major Lola Maloney laughing at him from the pilot’s seat to make him stop asking if they had any more information every five minutes.

He hated being called Bobby. Though it was better than Robert. Only Mom had ever gotten away with calling him Robert Redford.

“You remind me why I got out of CSAR in the first place. Waiting sucks big-time, doesn’t it?” Lola was still laughing.

“Major!” he agreed.

“That’s me, Major Pain!”

“No, I didn’t mean—” Then he shut up. She knew that he’d meant it as a curse rather than impugning her rank. And—palm slapping front of helmet—that’s exactly what she was teasing him about.

“She’d rather be in the fight any day,” the copilot, Major Tim Maloney, assured him over the headset. Major and Major, a flying couple who led the Night Stalkers 5th Battalion D Company—he couldn’t ask for a better transport—even if it was weird that they served on the same bird. Rumor was, they were both so wild that no one else could control them, so command left them together.

That rumor was counteracted by the one that they were the absolute best flying team anywhere in the Night Stalkers since Beale and Henderson retired—whoever they were.

All Bob cared about was that the downed Hercules crew could be bleeding-out somewhere in the Somali wilderness. Lives he could save, if only he could get there fast enough. As soon as he caught himself scrubbing his hands together, he forced himself to stop.

Old habits never died, they just sucked forever!

The other problem was that he still didn’t know if this was his final mission. He had yet to sign his re-up papers for another tour. Hanging out on an aircraft carrier waiting for a medic flight had been a full-time occupation during the height of the Iraq and Afghan wars. Now it was a lot of sitting on his ass not being useful.

It had so scratched at his nerves that he’d begged to be dropped out of the back of a C-2 Greyhound small cargo plane just to get to the crash site faster. Greyhounds moved at twice the speed of Black Hawks, but he’d been denied. And there hadn’t been any MV-22 Osprey helos available.

“It’s fucking Somalia,” his commander had informed him. “The zone wasn’t supposed to be hot, but apparently it is. You’re going to wait for dark and the Night Stalkers will get you in there.”

The unspoken part of that statement was that no one else other than the Night Stalkers were crazy enough to get him there. And experience had taught him that he wouldn’t trust anyone else to make sure he got back out with both his patients’ and his own ass intact. So waiting was the right answer, didn’t mean that he didn’t hate it.

At sunset they’d lifted off the carrier.

Full dark hit as they went feet dry, crossing from the Arabian Sea to over Somali soil. Typical of the Night Stalkers, it seemed as if they were only about five feet over that soil despite the darkness and high speed.

Fifty miles inland, fifteen minutes at full speed.

It felt like hours.

“Hey Bobby?” Tim called out. “Just got word that they’ve got four of the five crew safe. The Captain kicked them out of a burning plane. Then stayed aboard to down it herself.”

“Good news. That’s good news.”

“Yeah,” Tim’s voice slowed. “However, word is that the thing went up in a fireball. A ground team of ANISOM guys went out for a look. Thing was blown to hell. But they came under fire and pulled back without a real search. Don’t know if she made it.”

“We’ve got to go and look, right?”

“Bring them back, dead or alive,” the Delta operator was awake and checking her weapons—as if she hadn’t been dead asleep moments before. He’d expected a Delta to be a bristling armory. But she wore just two handguns, a big knife on her thigh, and her rifle. Nothing else. Her vest had a small med kit, a water bottle, two radios, and a lot of extra magazines of ammunition.

“Alive is better,” he told her.

“Your job,” she nodded. “Mine is making sure you come back alive.”

“Thanks. I’d appreciate that.”

She offered him a sliver of a smile.

As if Delta Carla had woken on some magic cue, the pilot called out. “Two minutes. Then we’ll see how fun this is going to be.”



Dusty, burnt, and bloody, she’d switched movies: Air America was now totally The Flight of the Phoenix.

Kandace hadn’t landed in the fireball of the plane crash—about the only thing that had gone right.

However, the superheated ammo had all lit off the moment that the plane had actually impacted with the desert.

She’d still been descending under her chute, trying to ignore the headache from banging her helmet so hard against the tail’s horizontal stabilizer. Kandace forgot about that in short order.

It was the blast of the explosion itself that had driven her clear of the fireball or she just might have landed in the wreck. Of course, it slapped her with a superheated shockwave that had singed her flightsuit almost black. It had also steamed her in it like a tamale in a banana leaf. The LPP, low-profile parachute—designed specifically for pilots and crews of planes without ejection seats—was only moderately steerable. She’d landed at the fireball’s whim.

But before that, while she was still aloft, the destruction of all the ammunition had fired a bullet at her.

She’d been shot in the leg—by her own plane. You just couldn’t make this stuff up.

Bleeding profusely, she’d landed hard against the broken-off tail empennage she’d banged her head on less than thirty seconds earlier. It had landed less than a hundred feet from the rest of the plane.

The CPR training kicked in first.

Pulling out her survival knife, she slit open the thigh of her flightsuit.

At that moment, a secondary shock wave had caught her still-billowing parachute. It actually lofted her another hundred feet or so into the brush before it snagged on a scrub tree.

She managed to keep her knife, and as a bonus didn’t stab herself with it as she was plunged into the nest made by her parachute caught up in the tree’s branches.

This time she unharnessed from the chute first.

“You’re in the desert, recover everything, Kandace.”

And that’s how she knew that she and Jimmy Stewart were in the same movie. In The Flight of the Phoenix he’d crashed in a Saharan sandstorm hundreds of miles off course. He and the other survivors were going to die in the desert. Their solution? A gargantuan task: rebuilding their twin-engine, twin-boom Fairchild C-82A Packet plane as a simple single-engine monoplane.

Not really an option for her.

Other than the tail section, the largest remaining part of the plane was probably the shot-up Number Two engine, wherever it had fallen.

So, she dropped out of the tree, and managed to drag the chute down with her. Kandace gauzed her leg with supplies from her survival vest’s med kit, then bound it as tightly as she could with a long strip of parachute Kevlar. A tourniquet, alone in the desert, was the same as losing a leg. If she did, she couldn’t fly again. Not acceptable. So the binding had better be enough.

The continuing fire and smoke plume, reaching a thousand or more feet into the fading sunset, told her the exact direction of the plane, though it was masked by the scattered trees. Perhaps she’d been blown farther aside than she’d thought.

The plume.

It was etched against the fading afternoon sky.

ANISOM forces would know exactly where to look for her.

Then, from where she lay huddled in the shade of her tree, she saw a battered pickup truck go racing toward the plane. In the back was a circle of men with bandoliers of cartridges and more rifles and RPGs than an entire platoon of Marines.

Al-Shabaab. Maybe she would crawl the other way.

Like Captain Harris in Phoenix, she would walk into the desert seeking help she already knew she’d never find. And unlike the Trucker Cobb character, she hoped that she wasn’t going to die out here in the dust.

That’s when she remembered her radio.

Nothing when she tried it.

She peeled off her helmet. The radio cord was still plugged in.

Following it down she found the emergency radio—half of it anyway.

Kandace rubbed at the line of pain across her chest, a line that passed through the center of the radio. Her chest must have hit the edge of the tail section when she’d first been blown aside from the wreck.

She gave the half-radio and her helmet a quick burial, and a briefer funeral, in the red sand. She’d liked that helmet.

Did it count as a half radio or a no radio? Like in Wall Street when Lou tells Bud, “You can’t get a little bit pregnant, son.” So if it wasn’t a half radio, that meant it was…

Kandace shook her head to clear it—and regretted it immediately. Her headache was more like she’d been concussed despite her helmet.

She crawled…away.




“Site is empty,” the majors reported. “Zero heat signatures outside the heart of the fire. Not much left of the fire or the plane.”

“Maybe she’s under something.” Bob really hoped so because the other options were beyond anything he could fix. Dead or taken by al-Shabaab.

Carla nodded a maybe. “Drop us half a klick east.”


“A helo tells any bad guys in the area exactly where we are. I’d rather they didn’t meet us at the wreck right away.”

Bob supposed that made sense.

“Once you dump us in the dirt,” she called to the pilots, “work a ten-klick perimeter. Let us know if anyone is showing undo interest.”

“Roger that,” Tim called out. “Ground in five, four…”

Bob grabbed his med pack. For a moment he debated between a stretcher and his rifle…but decided he was more likely to need the latter.

The helo didn’t actually stop at “One.”

A crew chief slid aside the side cargo door. Carla grabbed the shoulder of his uniform, and they stepped down together. The step that he’d expected to be eighteen inches was five feet.

He did a face-plant into the sand as the helo continued on its way, blasting them with sand and blown grit.

“Those two have a low sense of humor,” Carla helped him to his feet.

“Uh, yeah. Sorry.” She stayed on her feet despite the unexpected drop. He pulled down the night-vision goggles on his helmet and switched them on.

“In my tracks,” she pointed close behind her.

At his nod, she led off, zigzagging until he’d lost all sense of direction. When the plane suddenly loomed before them, it was such a surprise that he almost landed on his face again.

“Not seeing any traps,” Carla reported. Which finally explained the crazy back-and-forth course.

He zeroed in on the cockpit. Not much left of it.

“No body,” he told her when she joined him. There was also no windshield, but there were parts of the console and the two pilots’ seats. “Seat belt is unbuckled. That’s a good sign.”

Carla nodded.

It took surprisingly little time to inspect the fuselage. The fire had burned hot and hard. There wouldn’t have been much identifiable remains left of a pilot. But whatever there might be, they didn’t find it. And their safety window here was probably counted in minutes not hours.

“Come on.” Carla headed north past the tail section.

“But—” His protest was cut off when she grabbed his sleeve and dragged him under the first trees.

“Sit. Here. Don’t move.” She was barely five-four, but she sat his ass down as effortlessly as a six-four MP. Deltas really were a breed apart.

Then she was gone into the night. Even with his night vision on, she seemed to fade from view.

Not daring to move from where she’d planted him, he did his best to make a sector by sector search of the wreckage site. A twist of metal could have been an arm…but wasn’t. A curve of a battered tin that might have been a Number 10 can of tomatoes wasn’t a helmet. Maybe that—

He yelped when a hand landed on his shoulder from behind.

“Shh!” Carla dragged him to his feet. “I walked the whole perimeter. A lot of tracks in and out, but they’re all vehicle tracks. Mostly civilian personnel transport. At least three with tires so bald that they shouldn’t still be intact. Lotsa bad guys in pickups. No footprints.”

“So she’s in there somewhere.” He nodded toward the wreckage and tried not to be sick. The chance of Captain Kandace Eversmann surviving that was minimal.

But…he had seen something.

“Hang on.” He trotted back toward the tail section.

He’d been right. Bob lifted up the mangled remains of a military-grade radio than had gotten tangled in the sharp edge of the elevator mechanism.

“Do you think al-Shabaab got her?” If they had, the chances of her survival were painfully low.

Carla knelt where he’d found the radio and looked around.

Everything was covered with scorch marks and dust.

“No footprints.” Carla rose slowly to her feet inspecting the face of the big tail. It rose almost two stories.

About ten feet up, there was a crease in the leading edge and…

“That’s blood splatter,” he’d seen the pattern often enough to know it. “Bad wound, but not a spurter.” Arterial flow would have smeared over the entire tail section.

“So…” Without explaining, Carla dragged him away from the plane.

“Will you cut that out!”

“Shh!” She stopped a hundred yards from the site. Then she shoved him back—to sit.

“Yeah. Yeah. I get it. Sit, Bob. Stay, Bob. Good boy, Bob.”

Carla’s smile looked a little feral as it flashed in his night vision. Then she was gone again.

The wait this time was agonizing.

Long enough for him to question why he’d joined the military at all. Because Mom and Dad had both loved the service.

Why had he gone medical? Because Mom’s best friend in the Army had died when an IED had taken out her Humvee. Their patrol had no medic because there weren’t enough of them. A trained one could have saved her.

Mom had retired and a lot of the life had gone out of her.

Why had he stayed in?

Bob stared back toward the crash site.

Because the first time they’d inserted him into a hot zone, he’d saved two guys’ lives. Sent one back to his wife and kids, and the other back to his parents. Maybe not walking tall, but not in body bags either.

He’d done that. A real life-saving hero.

“Top that guys!” He stuck his tongue out at Batman and Superman.

“Careful you don’t bite it off,” Carla whispered from inches away.

He nearly did in his surprise.

She held up a mangled bit of electronics and a battered helmet. It had an insignia on the side that seemed familiar, but he couldn’t place right away.

“What’s that?”

“The other half of her radio.”

She didn’t have to grab his shoulder to get him moving this time.



Safety in distance could only motivate her so far. And it had only worked for Katniss Everdeen until fire had chased her back into the game.

Kandace decided it was time to go all-in on The Hunger Games. It seemed like a good idea, despite their aircraft being aerodynamically ridiculous, though they cleaned them up a bit by the third installment in the series, Mockingjay.

A fresh strip of Kevlar should mask any blood trail.

That gave her an idea.

After cutting off all of the parachute cords and tucking them away in a thigh pouch—on her good leg—she bundled up the Kevlar.

She tossed the parachute off to the side from her earlier track. It unfurled like a red carpet, that happened to be sky blue. Kandace slithered across it.

Much easier than clawing through the gritty sand, she should have thought of this earlier. The water park at the end of Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure. It didn’t have any planes, but it did have a great water slide scene. What she wouldn’t give for a nice cool water slide at the moment. The desert night might be cooling down, but she couldn’t really tell. Maybe she wouldn’t feel so hot if she peeled off her flightsuit. Seemed like too much effort.

Instead, she tried to count a flying movie that had been released each year of her life—performing a toss-and-slither once for each film.

Air America and Die Hard II. Both in the year she was born. “Damn straight.” Slither across the parachute.

Then gather it from behind and toss it ahead. Another parachute length for the second movie.

Memphis Belle. Or had that been the same year. Didn’t matter, it was another parachute span from her earlier trail.

She drew a blank for a few years, but Executive Decision and Fly Away Home meant she had to do two toss-and-slithers for 1996.

Con Air and Air Force One gave her another doubleheader.

She kind of forgot to think of any movies until she reached eleven years old: Jodi Foster in Flightplan.

What was her own flight plan?

Crawl across the Somali desert all of the way back to Djibouti? A thousand miles of hostile desert and salt pan. One chute-length at a time could take a while.

She wanted to just pull the chute over her like a shroud.

Didn’t James Bond do that once to avoid being rescued by a plane at the end of some movie?

Or had he used the Fulton Skyhook where he’d raised a balloon and been swept aloft by a passing B-17 with a massive line catcher on its nose?

Or was that two separate movies?

Why couldn’t she remember?

And maybe…

She reached for her water bottle. But it wasn’t in her thigh pocket.

Kandace had been parsing out the water by the scant mouthful, but no matter where she looked it was gone.

It had been…

She reached for the thigh pocket again and had to bite back a scream when she grabbed her wound.

On the other side, she found the correct pocket, and pulled out…paracord.

She’d taken a drink while cutting the cords off her parachute. The bundled cord had gone into the empty pocket.

Then she’d slip-slid away, with the comforting pressure of a half bottle still in its place.

Except it was back there.

In the sand.

She couldn’t even be sure of the direction.

Kandace managed one final toss-and-crossing. But lost in the desert without any water, she knew that even James Bond wasn’t going to get her out of this one.

It took everything she had left to dig a hole in the sand, line it with the chute, and lay in it. It was tricky, but she managed to bury herself.

With only her face showing, she felt the world closing around her.

It was quiet. Peaceful.

Like the end of Top Gun. Hopefully without the ending credit in memory of the stunt pilot who’d died during the filming of the flat spin.



“We’re pushing on time here,” Tim called down from their helo. “We’ve got a company-sized force moving in your direction, and ANISOM confirms it isn’t them.”

“Roger that,” was all Carla answered.

The trail had been easy to follow, though a steady onshore wind was erasing the tracks fast enough to be a real challenge soon.

Carla double-timed her way forward.

Bob did what he could to keep pace with her.

They were getting closer. He’d seen the heat along her track…the heat of blood.

By the amount he’d seen smeared on the plane’s tail, and then again where her trail had magically appeared on the ground, he knew she’d be tapped out soon. Any rational person would have stopped long ago.

There was a tenacity there that he really appreciated. It reminded him of why he did this. Of why he’d stayed in, at least so far.

She’d become a talisman for him.

If he could save her, then he’d know that he was doing exactly what he was supposed to be doing.

If not? Well, maybe there really was a reason he hadn’t signed his re-up papers yet. Maybe he’d see what the civilian side was like. Be like Batman and drop out of the superhero business—with a girl he didn’t have.


This time he did run into Carla’s back and knocked them both to the sand.

She didn’t even complain.

“What’s the problem?” he asked when he saw her scouting around.

“The trail just ended.”


“Listen to my words. Ended. As in doesn’t continue,” Carla sounded pissed. An angry Delta operator was not a good sign.

Bob began scouting as well. Behind a low thorn bush he found two things: a water bottle, and the tip of a bloody Kevlar strip sticking up out of the sand.

He inspected the latter carefully. “Point wound. Not a slice. The stain pattern says that the wound was covered in gauze. That’s one tough pilot.”

“One tough pilot who is out at the edge enough that she forgot her water.”

“But figured out how to disappear,” he reminded her.

There was no heat signature under the bush or up any of the few nearby scrub trees. Their night-vision goggles were sensitive enough that they should be able to trace even a footprint for several hours after it was made.


This time it was Major Lola, the mission commander, who called them. “They’ll be on the site in five. Hot on your trail in six. We’re running out of options, folks.”

“Acknowledge,” was all Carla said.

Kandace was close. Somewhere, somehow, Captain Kandace Eversmann was seriously close.

The breeze was strong enough that it blew a hot ochre breath of dust that was unavoidable.

He raised his goggles and wiped his eyes clear of sand.

It was blackest night. Not like night on a well-lit military base or even just dark. It was pitch black. The nearest lights would be from the town miles away. A town too small and primitive to have streetlights.

With the state Somalia was in, power might even be a rarity.

Nothing to see.

No sign of any track.

The only light was a faint green trace that the goggles cast around Carla’s eyes.

“We found her helmet.”

“Buried,” Carla agreed.

“No NVGs, how is she navigating?”


“No,” Bob looked around again. “She knows someone is after her. She’s fully night adapted and navigating by shadow and starlight.”

“That still doesn’t explain how she’s hid her track.”

Bob wasn’t sure, but maybe it did in some strange way.

“If someone is tracking you, the best thing you can do is look like something else. And go in an unexpected direction. Right?”

Carla went quiet.

Bob dropped his NVGs back into place. “Like Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid. Both jumping onto the same horse wasn’t enough to fool the trackers. But becoming payroll guards in Bolivia, and going straight, had been the perfect disguise, until it wasn’t.”

“Never saw it. Don’t do movies much.”

“She went sideways here,” Bob pointed at the water bottle, which had been behind a bush from the direction the track had been taking.

And now that he’d said it, he could see it. “The sand is too smooth. Like a road roller went over it.”

He didn’t wait for Carla. Now that he’d seen it, he broke into a run.

It went straight for fifty meters, but then the path started to wander. Finally, he had to slow down, just to negotiate the odd jinks and turns.

He prayed that it wasn’t what he thought it was—the pilot’s brain shutting down through lack of blood.

When he hit a line of sand ripples, he spun around. Every direction was rippled except the one he’d come from. End of trail.

“She’s here.” But no matter which way he looked…she wasn’t here. Had she found some new way to evaporate into thin air?

“Now would be good,” Lola called down from the helo. He could hear it passing nearby. There was an absolute calm in her voice, so different from her earlier tone that it told him just how tight time was becoming.

“I know she’s here. I just need a moment,” he told Carla.

She nodded once. Then she was moving back the way they’d come.

Not knowing what else to do, Bob sat in the last clear flat spot.

Behind him was the path he’d followed here.

Just like at the plane, he scanned a slow circle but didn’t see anything.

Yet he knew she was here.

Here but disguised…even from the heat sensitive eyes of night vision.

Like Arnold Schwarzenegger in Predator. He’d hidden himself from the Predator’s infrared vision with mud.

How to do that in the desert?

He smacked his forehead.

She wasn’t here.

She was under here—buried in the sand.

The only thing exposed would be her face or a breathing vent if she’d gone really extreme. He lay down and looked under every bush and clump of grass.

At a loud burst from a machine gun and the hard Crump! of an RPG explosion, he spun around to face the way they’d come. That would be Carla running interference.

Because he was still on his belly, he saw it.

A warm mound of sand, underneath a bush, one smooth patch back in the direction they’d come from.

His missing Captain Kandace had doubled back to hide her trail.

He took a second for a short radio message. “Got her.” The firefight didn’t abate and he didn’t have time to care.

Unearthed, her breathing was slow and shallow, but the pulse was there.

No point in taking her blood pressure, he knew there wouldn’t be enough blood in her to give the numbers any meaning. He fished out her dog tags to check her blood type. Good. He had her covered.

As he tapped a unit of blood from his pack into one arm and a unit of saline into the other—finding the veins was a bitch—there was a vast barrage from above.

He looked up and saw a strange sight.

The Black Hawk helicopter might be nearly invisible, even in the NVGs. But the twin snakes of fire that the crew chiefs’ miniguns were unleashing like Wonder Woman’s Lasso of Truth stood out in brilliant green.

He laughed.

Of course. That was the emblem on the side of the pilot’s helmet: the stacked golden Ws of Wonder Woman.

He jabbed a local into her leg unsure of what else she’d dosed herself with. He checked her med kit, but it still had the standard stock of two fentanyl suckers. So maybe she was on nothing.

Damn but that was strong.

Once he unwrapped her leg, he knew he was in the presence of greatness. She’d ministered to herself, moved hundreds of meters, fooled a Delta operator, and hidden with the skill of Arnold. Doing it all with a nightmare wound in her leg. Whatever metal had gone into her had been tumbling, and drilled a nasty hole.

For now, he pulled out a sponge injector, shot a half dozen into the open wound, and re-bound it as the sponges expanded to congeal blood and release antiseptics.

Captain Kandace Eversmann groaned herself awake as the sharp hiss of launching rockets sounded from the Black Hawk somewhere overhead. The brightness of their impacts lit the sparse terrain. It was a bad night to be taking on the Night Stalkers in Somalia.

“Hey, Sleeping Beauty.” And she was. There hadn’t been time to notice that before.

“She’sh…blonde,” Kandace mumbled. “I’m brun-ette.”

“Right now your hair is the red color of sand. Eversmann, like Black Hawk Down Eversmann?” He wanted to keep her talking. Make sure her brain was still functioning.

“Second cousin, I shink. Never met him. Kinda weird seeing him in the film. Part of the reashon I joint. Joined.” Her speech was getting better—a little. Still slurred, but a good sign.

“Burying yourself was Predator slick.” Now he checked her vitals. Blood pressure low but rising. Pupils responsive to the flashes of the firefight going on overhead.

“Peeta in—”

The Hunger Games. Same trick. It worked. Almost too well. Made you damn hard to find.”

She squinted up at him.

“What did you do to hide your trail? You totally confused a Delta Operator, just so you know.”

That earned him a lopsided smile that added a bright humor to her face. She began singing, soft and hoarse at first, it took him a moment to pick out the tune.

Waterloo? Like ABBA? No, not Mama Mia.”

She shook her head and kept singing. Damn but he could get to like that smile. He changed out the empty blood bag for a second unit.

“Wait a sec. Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Uh, the water slide scene at the end. Yeah, okay. Your track was wide and flat like a water slide, but you’re in the middle of the desert. I still don’t get it.”

“Sliding. On parachute,” her voice caught hard, and he fed her just a sip of water. Muscle control would be slow to return and he didn’t want her choking on it. On her third try, she managed to pluck at the fabric that spread beneath her.

“Damn, you really are Wonder Woman.”

“Name,” she croaked out and he fed her another sip of water.

“Your name is Captain Kandace Eversmann. Not all that far from Katniss Everdeen. No wonder you remembered Peeta’s hiding trick before Schwarzenegger’s.”

She grimaced at his tease of telling her her own name as she took another swallow.

“Sergeant Bob Redford.”

Kandace spat her water into his face, then coughed and choked on it.

“Didn’t think it was that bad.”


He sighed. “No relation that I know of. I’m named for my Uncle Bob. Died in the service the week before I was born.”



Kandace had managed not to cry out as they shifted her onto the stretcher and lifted her into the hovering helo.

Bob Redford. She still couldn’t get over that, her parents were going to laugh their asses off—Mom had a major crush on his non-namesake.

Their tastes had overlapped for superhero movies, but where she’d gone in for flying, he’d always followed science fiction—a blank to her beyond Star Trek because, hey, Zachary Quinto was seriously cute.

Bob Redford might not look anything like his namesake, but there was a slight resemblance to Mr. Spock that she could seriously like.

When she woke on the aircraft carrier after the surgeons had re-jiggered her leg, he was leaning on the empty infirmary bed next to hers.

“Just like The Horse Whisperer, they say you’re too good a pilot to put down. Instead, you’ve got some new nano-tubing in your leg, so you’re now The Bionic Woman. You’re going to be able to fly again.”

It was the first thing she needed to hear and he was kind enough to know that. She’d managed not to think about that over the hours she’d been crawling across the desert. But at the news, she couldn’t help the tears that slipped down her cheeks.

“That’s good news,” she managed to choke out as he dabbed at her cheeks with a tissue. “Really good news.”

“What? No snappy movie reference?” His smile said he couldn’t think of one either.

She could only shake her head.

“I don’t like that sad look at all. Doesn’t fit you for a second, Kandace.”

“I like you,” it just slipped out before she could stop it.

“Mutual, lady. Wonder Woman who is a pilot and a movie fiend? Yeah, a lot to like.”

Kandace had always found that it was far too easy to imagine Wonder Woman going into a future—in which her true love Steve Trevor is dead and gone. Well, true love might happen someday, but there was a major obstacle with the man who’d used movies to save her life.

Once she was returned to flight status, she’d be back to her Air Force posting. And when Bob had returned to the Army’s Night Stalkers, they’d probably never see each other again.

Unsure what else to do, she pointed at herself then him. “Air Force. Army.”

He made the same gesture, himself then her. “Air Force. Air Force. Night Stalkers were just giving me a ride. Plus a little help from Delta.”

“You’re Air Force?”

Bob nodded. And damn but he liked that lop-sided smile on her. Especially now that he knew it natural and not blood-loss induced.

“How would you feel about being a flying medic on my new Hercules, when I get one? I fly mostly humanitarian missions.”

Bob could feel his own smile.

That’s when he realized that he’d been looking for a reason to re-up. Like Kirk in the Star Trek reboot. Joining because it was what he was meant to do.

And flying with Kandace?

Chris Pine had played both Steve Trevor to Wonder Woman as well as Captain Kirk who always got the girl—except Chris Pine never did.

Finding a way to fly through life with Kandace? Seriously cool plot twist!

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Excerpt: Isobel’s Story

a paranormal romantic suspenseAT THE CLEAREST SENSATION

Hollywood star Isobel Manella leads a charmed life in many ways: interesting roles, surrounded by friends and family, and the ability to sense precisely what those around her are feeling. Her empathic skills help her and her team shine.

Sailor and film handyman Devlin Jones enjoys the job niche he’s created along Seattle’s waterfront. His skills as a Jack of all trades keeps him fed, companionship can always be found, and his beloved Dragon sailboat lies moored just outside his back door.

However, when Devlin takes Isobel on an evening sail, he brings aboard far more trouble than he’s ever faced before. As an assistant on her upcoming film, he thought he could just sail through the gig. Little did he know she’d completely change the uncharted course of his future.

Isobel Manella stood at the end of her pier. Sadly, she was there in both the literal and metaphorical sense. The film actress in her appreciated the juxtaposition, but the woman she was didn’t at all. Except it wasn’t even a dramatic pier, it was just a little floating dock, and the crashing waves were inch-high wind ripples rolling across the quiet urban lake to lap below her feet.

“What was I thinking?”

The gull bobbing gently nearby didn’t answer back and she really, really wished it would.

Reflecting the Seattle skyline, Lake Union lay quiet beneath the summer sunset. The breeze rippled the surface just enough to break up the bright reflection of the lowering sun. It was hard to believe that she was in the heart of a major American city. Her home in San Antonio might boast the River Walk, but it had nothing like this.

The lake was a half-mile wide and a mile-and-a-half long. The southern shore was protected from the urban core by a thin line of restaurants and a wooden boat museum. The expanse of a park filled the north end with a lovely grassy hill that caught the evening light.

To the east and west, tall hills rose steeply, thick with a piney green so verdant that it practically clogged the air with oxygen. Only scattered apartment blocks and low office buildings risked those slopes that resisted most attempts at urbanization.

On this quiet June Tuesday, the lake was thick with more sailboats than all of Canyon Lake on July 4th weekend. Every year, Mama had made a point of driving the forty miles from San Antonio to take her and Ricardo there for the parade and fireworks. After she’d died, they’d only gone one more time—to scatter her ashes where their father’s had been all these years.

Isobel had never become attached to the sea; it was too vast and unruly. But she loved the happy bustle of a big lake.

The shoreline here was lined with marinas for boats of all sizes from daysailers to mega-yachts. Even a few massive workboats added their contrast to the scenery.

Several large houseboat communities also gathered along the shore. Though houseboats conjured the wrong image for her. A houseboat was a trailer on a rectangular metal hull rented for a few days on Canyon Lake. These were actual floating homes, hovering along finger piers that stuck out from the shore. They created a world away from the city, a quiet corner, without having to travel miles through sprawling suburbs to seek some peace. From here, the predominant evening sounds were the slapping of sails interrupted by the occasional hard burr of a seaplane lifting from the water.

No, the problem wasn’t the lake. Or the “houseboat” she’d rented for the team. She turned to look at it, a pleasingly eclectic mix of old and new. The weathered cedar-shake siding was offset by the dramatically large windows.

It had four bedrooms, three baths, and a luxurious great room that spanned the entire first floor and made it easy for her team to all be together or spread out in smaller groups. It had an open plan kitchen that reminded her how much she used to enjoy cooking, back when she had the time.

The back deck had a rack of single and double kayaks. A smaller deck spanned across the two front bedrooms on the second story. And the rooftop deck was ideal for looking out over the lake to watch the sunset light up the sixty-story-high Space Needle even though the sun would soon be sliding off the lake and going behind Queen Anne hill.

She could happily stay here forever.

Another spatter of laughter sounded from the rooftop deck, which she could hear clearly from where she’d “reached the end of her dock.”

The problem was her team.

Not that she didn’t love them all.

But the other members of Shadow Force: Psi were now three couples. Her twin brother had married Isobel’s best friend. They now supported each other more than her. She wouldn’t wish it otherwise, but still she missed them—even though they were right …there, up on the roof. And her best friend’s stepbrother had just become engaged to a lovely English lass. Even the quiet Hannah and her cowboy husband were utterly charming.

But she could feel their happiness.

She and Ricardo had grown up in a hard household. Papa dead in the Gulf War. Mama a single mother who’d run an entire nursing staff at a major hospital. Isobel had run their household from the time she could reach the stovetop from a stool.

They’d made it. A tight, hard-working unit. Then, while Isobel was in college and Ricardo in the Army, Mama was suddenly gone. Her death still left a hole in Isobel’s heart that the last decade had proved would never heal.

By keeping her team close, she was surrounded by happiness every day.

Yet she wasn’t just a third wheel to Ricardo and Michelle’s happiness. She was now a seventh wheel to all three couples.

Shadow Force: Psi was between missions, so they’d all accompanied her here and were looking forward to helping on her latest film—with an excitement that was a little overwhelming. They’d arrived in Seattle just this morning and everyone had plunged into enjoying themselves as not a one of the others had been here before. Nine years and a lifetime ago she’d been here to shoot her breakout rom-com but not been back since.

Isobel had been managing it, enjoying their sense of fun.

Until Michelle had announced that she was pregnant.

The general excitement had turned to near ecstatic joy. Hannah had exchanged a look with Jesse, who then announced that they were going to start trying, too. Michelle had cried on Hannah’s shoulder that she might not be facing this alone—as if that was possible in this group.

Isobel couldn’t be happier for them…but her mind couldn’t shut them out.

They each had their unique gifts. Some of them could switch them on and off, others couldn’t. Michelle and Ricardo shared a telepathic link that was unique to them, and always worked without fail. Though Ricardo occasionally complained about being unable to shut out his wife’s thoughts. The others had absolute control over their skills. Hannah and Jessie could do strange things with creating sounds, really strange and useful things if they were in physical contact. Michelle’s stepbrother Anton could send his vision out to take a look around without having to drag his body along. And his fiancée Katie could feel if someone had been in a certain spot and then use her wilderness tracking skills to follow their trail.

Normally, her own empathic gift was wholly under her control. She could choose to sense what those around her were truly feeling, or she could shut them out and just be “normal.”

It was a skill she’d always had, but hadn’t known was unusual until Papa had been killed in action. Mama had put on the brave mask for her four-year-old children, but Isobel had been overwhelmed by that hidden grief. She’d had to learn at a very early age how to turn off her extra sense in order to survive.

But tonight the joy was so thick in the air, she hadn’t been able to shut it out. She couldn’t breathe.

“How can we stand it?” she asked the gull who had drifted to the other side of the dock.

Apparently deciding that she couldn’t (or that Isobel was not being sufficiently forthcoming with some torn bread), the gull fluttered aloft and soared off in search of less frustrating places.

If only she could do the same.

Again happy laughter, big and deep this time. It sounded as if Michelle’s stepbrother, Anton, had talked Katie into all of them trying to have their children close together even though their own wedding was a month off.

Isobel rubbed her own midriff.

She ached to be like them. Be one of them in this moment.

But all she could see of the future was becoming Auntie Isobel. Always cheering for others but never for herself.

Her face had been on every cover from Vogue to The Hollywood Reporter as her career had exploded. Even her Christmas blockbuster had busted the block beyond all projections. People had imaginatively dubbed her “The Sun-kissed Actress.” No matter how non-PC it was to emphasize her skin color, it was true that fortune was absolutely smiling down on her. Amazing career. Incredible friends who truly understood the joys and fears of being gifted. A challenging life with the secretive Shadow Force.

And the personal life of a lone oyster. At least those lucky mollusks got pearls.

Every man who saw her instantly thought he knew her—and wanted to conquer her. Not her, but rather her-the Movie Star. Her chances of finding what all of her friends up above were now celebrating decreased with each passing film.

The evening was still bright, but soon the team would notice she was gone.

Michelle would come find her first; she knew Isobel’s moods better than Isobel did herself. She’d slip a friendly arm around Isobel’s waist—her emotions thick with the green velvet of her core kindness, and rolling pink with compassion—and say something completely outrageous that would make her laugh and feel as if she belonged and was just being foolish.

Isobel didn’t want to be consoled. She didn’t want to live through her friends’ relationships, through their children.

Since playing the “Crippled Girl” in The Pied Piper of Hamlin during second grade—a role she’d landed because her mother the nurse had been able to borrow a child-sized crutch from the hospital—she’d loved acting. But the price! The price was terribly high, and growing all the time.

She closed her eyes and concentrated on shutting herself off from others.

There was only her, the evening breeze, the warmth of the early evening sun on her face. She leaned toward its warmth. She could just—

“Don’t do it!”

Isobel opened her eyes and looked at the man who’d called out to her. He floated a short way off in an elegant sailboat. It was long and lean, with a teak deck and a bright-varnished wooden hull. She’d never sailed on one, but she knew it was a model called a Dragon. It had been easy to remember because it was how sleek a flying serpent should look.

“Excuse me?”

“Don’t jump, lady. Whatever’s wrong, it’s not worth it.”

She looked down at the water lapping quietly a foot below her bare toes. One of the first things they’d all done on arrival this afternoon was jump into the water and swim about to wash off the flight from San Antonio.

“I think I’d survive the fall.”

“Maybe there’s a hungry Kraken lurking below. Why risk possible doom when you can sail?”

She focused on the man. His skin was roughly as dark as her own though differently toned—less Latin-brown, more desert ochre. Black hair strayed down to his collar and a close-trimmed beard and mustache emphasized the strong cheekbones that stood out despite his mirrored sunglasses. He wore denim cutoffs, and the edge of a colorful tattoo peeked out from the sleeve of a white t-shirt that declared, “I’d rather be sailing.”

She nodded toward his t-shirt. “But you are sailing.”

“Wouldn’t you rather be sailing?”

“I’d rather be doing anything.”

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NerdGuy #22: Dragons

No, not the cool fire-breathing kind. Sorry.

A Russian Dragon racing on Lake Como, Italy. © VYGOcommand|Wikimedia

Okay, is it utterly ridiculous for me to whimper at this point?

Sailing geeks get it, of course. Here’s a (very) brief background as to why.

Dragon Coolness

Johan Anker was a Norwegian sailor who won Olympic medals from 1908 to 1928 (the last gold was with his son and the crown prince, and future king, of Norway on his crew). So, we can accept that he knew a little about boats.

Anker & Jenkins soon became on of the premier boat design teams in the world. And Anker’s design of the Dragon became an Olympic event from 1948 to 1972.  This made it the one of the three longest running keelboat classes in the Olympics, featuring in 7 Olympics over 34 years.

Today, it is still one of the largest one-design keelboat sailing classes anywhere with over 1,300 boats registered in 31 countries on five continents.

Okay, I can feel my wife is way ready for a subject change. I sailed all the time as a kid and through much of my twenties. Her experience with sailing was staying at her mom’s tiny houseboat in Sausalito, CA, where she moved after my wife went to college. When I get on a roll about sailboats, her eyes don’t just roll, they tend to roll right back into her head.

A few definitions

A wooden Dragon, super-extra cool as most are fiberglass now. © AHunt|Wikimedia

See that big fin underneath, below the water line? That’s called a keel. Even better, it’s called a full keel. (This is one of those points that cause endless debates in bars after sailboat races.)

Compare that with this “fin” keel.

Fin keel. You get the idea, right? Paceship 23 © AHunt|Wikimedia

The full keel is really good at going in a straight line. With all of that area underwater, it doesn’t get blown sideways very easily. Whereas the fin keel offers much less sideways resistance.

On the other side of the coin, the fin keel lets you twist and turn much faster as you don’t have to slosh so much water out of your way. The Dragon is actually what’s called a “modified full keel” because the underwater part doesn’t run end to end. Ocean-going ships will typically have true, full keels because they don’t need to turn except at either end of their journey.

My lovely “Lady Amalthea”. A boat I rebuilt from 1983-1985. Note the full keel (and the pretty new paint job).

The Lady was very slow to turn, but if I was headed in just one direction, she flew!

The modified full keel design of the Dragon is a compromise between “holding a line” and “turning on a dime.”

You’ll also notice that the Dragon and the Lady were very long and lean, compared to the Pacer. Lean means less resistance to the water, which means FAST! Sure, the  Pacer 23 (23′ long) probably had berths for 3, a tiny galley and maybe a toilet. The 29′ Dragon has some room for sails down below, but not much else. The 50′ Lady could sleep six and had a galley and toilet, but it was all very tight.

Two of these boats are about sailing and one is about cruising.

Sailers, Cruisers, and Stinkpots

There are two or three types of sailors.

Those aboard Stinkpots, boats with no sails, just a motor, call themselves sailors…they’re wrong.

Cruisers aren’t in a big hurry. They’re glad to loaf along from one place to another. They’re comfortable, have the kids aboard, and are taking their hotel room with them.

Sailors who sail sailboats, especially long, lean sailboats like Dragons and the Lady, care about the ride. So what if our accommodations would make a nylon tent look luxurious. It doesn’t matter that we’re heeled over enough to be inundated by cold spray (or the occasional cold wave). We haul up as much canvas as we dare and we thrill at the ride.

Big Cruising

My wife and I once toyed with the idea of taking our kid and going sailing around the world for a couple of years. We looked at big cruising boats. Perhaps as long as the Lady, but also half again as wide.

Suddenly the narrow pilot’s berth became a kid’s room with a guest bunk. The master suite wasn’t just a fancy name for the foam and plywood top laid over the sail locker. The galley wasn’t a charcoal grill dangling off the back rail and a battered cooler.

We ended up not going for a lot of reasons (money being one of them–big boats are very spendy), but I never quite recovered from all of that cruising space. I’ll take a long, lean, sailor’s boat any day.

That’s why I think that the Dragon is one of the most beautiful boats ever built. It looks like it’s flying even perched on a trailer. I came within inches of buying one years ago. I was traveling 8 months a year, remodeling a house, and had no time to even think about dating anyone. But I found one just sitting there, so pretty, so perfect. Walking away from it was actively painful.

I Still Dream of that Boat

I sold the Lady Amalthea after three years of rebuilding her and sailing on her every chance I got. I spent two months solo sailing her through the San Juan Islands in 1984.

The Lady under full sail. I tied a rope around the tiller and she just flew. Straights of Georgia, off Vancouver, BC, Canada
The Lady under full sail. I tied a rope around the tiller and she just flew. Going over eight knots on the Strait of Georgia, off Vancouver, BC, Canada.

I changed her sail color and gave her to the hero of Where Dreams Are Born (Where Dreams series #1).

No, that’s not the “Lady” on the cover.

The Dragon that I never owned? Well, you’ll have to wait until 9/29 to find out who gets “my” Dragon. It’s exactly the one I would have bought back in the early 1990s. You can pre-order At the Clearest Sensation now to be the first to read it, or jump in and read the first three in the series before the 29th so that you’re ready for this heart-warming series ender.

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